Hi Ray!
Loneliness is a modern plague, and there are lots of people suffering from it worldwide. Socialization is a matter of choice since there are plenty of group activities like learning a foreign language / drawing / dances/ fitness, etc. Basically socialization is a side effect of doing something in common - it comes along the road, not a goal in itself.
There are whole game developers conferences! And you are a real game developer with several years of experience - don't let anyone tell you otherwise. In fact none of my games is even close to your works (And hey - I have a master's degree in Computer Science, but making software is just a part of making games)
There is no point in being depressed about coming of age - you can't affect it in any way.
Most people are very busy today, sorry for a very late reply.
P.S. If you need QA for your project- just PM and while I'm not as active as I used to be, taking even a small part in the development of your games is an honor.
fazilqq
Oh, I didn't expect this kind of post. I'm sorry that your social health is subpar.
I just wanted to let you know that your game charmed me as a child, and it still has a place in my heart as a young adult. All the little secrets and things you've put here and there, fun mechanics, awesome (choice of) musics make Sanguine II a little perfect game.
For this someone who plays, kinda designs and ponders about games, you are an inspiration. I've always held you in esteem, this I can't emphasize enough.
I hope all the best for you, dear sir. May you, may all of us find the company we need. -Faz
RayBeckham
Thank you for the kind words, Faz.